Sunday, April 16, 2017

Live this life

Because you're already gone
When I get home at the end of the day
You're already gone
When I need a hug and "baby it'll be ok"
You're already gone
When I look around and wonder what happened to the life I had we had we we were supposed to have
You're already gone

I gotta be ok be ok be ok
Cuz I'm all that I got left

When you left
It wasn't your choice and I get that they get that yes
But it wasn't mine
Either

And I held on held on held on oh I tried to hang on
But I couldn't 

Cuz she wants he want I got bills to pay
And somehow, someway, no one came back for those shoes by my front door

And somehow some way I found the way
House got paid car got bought was whooooa I got a new job

Because you're already gone
And I waited
I waited
I did my best and I tried my hardest and it just didn't work baby

But I tried
I tried
I tried for seven years 

And I got a calendar that hadn't been turned since

And it's time
It's time
It's time for me

To say you're not coming back

And I know
I know
People think this should've happened years ago

But I believe in you and I believe in our love

So it's just so hard
Just so hard 
To think you're not coming back

Cuz I believed you 
And then I didn't want to
And now I got to

You're not coming back

So it's my turn
It's my time
It's time to say
This is my life
This is what I wanted
This is what I'm doing anyways

This is my life 
This is what I want
What we were supposed to have
So I'm gonna make that happen

And I don't care don't care don't care 
Whatever they want to say
I was supposed to have everything 
Then I didn't 

So I'm gonna do it do it do it
I'm gonna live this life
Live our life

I'm gonna live this life 
Live this life