Do I miss you? Every single day of my life.
I had a thought this weekend, as I discussed with John the rule of 7 years, wherein we reinvent ourselves every 7 years.
My first 7 was trying to get back to who I was before. My next 7 has been crafting a life of my own, without you but with who I am now. Which could not have been without your death.
But is so amazing and remarkable and I love it so much, and I truly think you’d be so proud of me, that I want to share it with you. I want to share it with you with every fiber of my being, as the person who knew every aspect of me best, saw me at my best and carried my through the worst.
That makes sense, then, why I can be sitting here loving my day, my life, all of it…. And just be hit by wave of melancholy. I want to share this with you.
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