#1

Sometimes - most of the time - I just miss being #1 to someone.  Sure I have parents, siblings and friends.  And yes, my parents, siblings and friends have been outstanding.  But I'll never be #1 to them like I was to him.  It's just the nature of the relationship.  Your life partner is always the person who is uppermost in your mind, and I miss knowing that I hold that place in someone else's life.  (He's still mine.)